[ouro.9]

frankly, i think it’s hard for usual “city slickers” to pick up on it. and it’s of mostly no fault of their own. i’m back to living in a city for a physical recovery from a sports injury. *screaming patiently and gratefully inside* and i’ve been noticing where i’m at within my practice and journey and truly have been IN THE CLASSROOM. pressure cooker as @Roxane puts it fondly and accurately. there are so many reasons at any moment for the people of cities, where it seems that these unexplained sounds seem to be emanating from and into, to be DISTRACTED. focused in such a numbed out fashion on some screen or chaotic club scene. $2 margaritas for whatever brain dead sporting event is calling the social pressure shots that day. doom scrolling. dissociating. tinder hookups. i’ve been in quite possibly one of the most immersed ambiguous petrifying (at times) editions of my dark night THUS FAR for the past almost 3 months and so my whole world stopped and frankly that gave me the advantage of being able to NOTICE. the sound. it’s so strange. i have videos of it and everything. that and the ringing in the ears that only seems to fluctuate around certain types of solar activity. (let it be known, i do all to debunk with logical explanations before i arise at the conclusion that it is safe to assume it’s a metaphysical or solar or energetic circumstance)

sending love to all! keep focused and golden!